(((Yoda))) - I know you're a proud person but I'm happy to support you genuinely during this difficult time. I wonder if the whole reality show filming and the problems with getting jobs done...then the dishonest guy - resulted in this crash. You had to be revved up everyday, coping with the chaos - I'm sure the hoarding had strong emotional connections. Did they offer you additional counseling, to deal with how your emotions were connected to the hoarding. If you don't make this emotional correlation - you may go back to the same pattern.

I feel concerned with your desire to hibernate and shut out everything. Is this how you usually cope? Have you ever tried meditation? There are free sessions on the internet...I've tried it and it's surprisingly relaxing. I wish I could offer more and know that we care about you.