being involved with my husband is a very pleasant feeling because after all the %#@&#! ive gone through to get here . everything seemed ok untill i went and reacted badly about someone from outside trying to stir us up and now ive made thinmgs worse by being parinoid about the other half going out tues night he tried to reasure me he was with m8s but when i couldnt get hold of him i started imaging the worse then i found out the exgf s car was gone as well my brain started working overtime and i started of oppening my mouth before i thought about what was happening around me and wat the outcome would be so know im out to prove i trust my husband , just hope im doing enough or ive allready lost again