I've made a lot of mistakes in the distant past and the recent past. I told my family when we moved to Florida 7 years ago that I would get 2 jobs to help support us. My husband is disabled and cannot work, has been for about 8-10 years now. So when we moved it was hard to find a job. I did find one and worked there for over 2 years. That wasn't good enough. Got another job making more money but had to travel further. Then in Oct. 2007 I hurt my back and needed surgery. Did that in Dec 2007. Back wasn't feeling any better after surgery but looked for a job anyway. By this time the economy was in the gutter and jobs were hard to come by. Then in Nov 2008 my entire right side went numb. Did not have health insurance and no dr would see me. Finally it got so bad I had to buy my own insurance and get to a dr. In June 2009 went to dr for first time. In july 2009 I was diagnosed with MS. I am trying to get social security but it is a slow and painful process. Not sure if I could actually work 8 hours a day 5 days a week. But anyway what brings me here today is my husband. This morning the water heater died! So of course because I did not do the right thing ever it is my fault the heater broke. Every time anything goes wrong it is my fault because according to him I have never done the right thing or anything for that matter. Needless to say we have 2 great kids who are now 21 and 18 years old. But of course I had nothing to do with that. I am so tired of being blamed for everything. In May of this year I attempted suicide to try to help the family out with some money. But as he sat there and watched me, he must have gotten scared and called 911. So of course they locked me up for a couple of days. And now we've got to pay the hospitals for that. So anyway I'm not sure what to do. Leave the husband(since I don't think he likes me anyway)and the 18 year old and let them lose the house or stay here with them and spend the rest of my life being blamed for everything that goes wrong? Not that I have anywhere to go. I would have to live on the street and be homeless. I feel so stuck and don't know what to do. HELP