SophiaG,

I am not sure as the reason am not telling her, ever since I started experiencing memories I am so resistant to telling her about them because I do NOT want to believe their true. She tells me that the way I act when some of them come out in Therapy session is so uncomfortable for me that I need to get them out. I know it's probably for the best to come out and say these things to her. Sometimes I don't remember what have told her cause I dissociate a lot of the time when i start to tell about them. Anyways, maybe it doesn't make sense to anyone, but to me it's so uncomfortable that it terrifies me.
anyways, am rambling and not really know what am saying.
hugs,
jen