Hello, i feel i understand. Your boyfriend slept with you for the first time. After that time the things i can garantee which were going through his mind were "will she want commitment?" he would have probably panicked. What happened isn't your fault. By the way you explained the things he said to you make me think that he said those things to make it easier for him to break up with you for himself. His aim was to make you dislike him slightly by saying you were a ***** so you would think "i don't deserve to be treated like that" he probably wanted to you to feel the same as him. I don'tt hink he did it to hurt you i think he did it in a selfish manner to make things less painful for himself. xxx