This seems the most appropriate place to put this.

I remember what emotions are, I Think I do anyway. The only one I actually feel is a pressure, the closest thing to stress.
I'm on 150mg of zoloft a day as my GP decided the previous dose wasn't working enough.

Now I just feel mostly dead to the world, even pain doesn't feel as real as it used to. Constantly having suicidal thoughts.
I know suicidal feels are a side effect of antidepressants, but its getting so much its rather worrying.

The side effects aren't too pleasant, constantly feeling; suicidal dizzy, disoriented, completely numb and just not really here any more.