ACQPL are you diagnosed with anything? in my experience i had with antidepressants i felt as if i had no feelings..i did not like that..when i told my family doctor he asked would i rather have none or too much..i said i would rather have too much and stopped taking them..i read something on this site(but now can not find it again),,,that some antidepressants will have an adverse reaction when used for some personality disorders leaving the patient with the sense of having no feelings...i wish i could find it again,,i would like to read it,,so i seen a psychiatrist and got a couple of diagnoses but he is sending me for a psychological assessment for personality disorders...he wanted to give me an antidepressant for one of my diagnoses but when i explained what i thought he said to wait until after the testing....hopefully i will find the right med quickly,,,,hope your day/night gets better