Right, so, two things.

One is just something random that happened to me just now and it really. freaked. me. out. I was looking up different gay movies to watch because I'm really kind of confused with my sexuality and gender preferences (who I like, who I want to be) and I was experimenting. I found this movie that looked fairly decent. The description seemed kind of awesome. I started watching the preview and it seemed okay, the girl was a bit older than I'd expected (I'm a teen, so, everyone seems a bit old in adult movies to me, haha), but it still seemed fine. I was looking forward to some good romance when, near the middle of the preview, I felt sick. My ex-boyfriend's father was the main male love interest. HOLY FREAKING HELL. Ugh. Oy. Whatever you want to say. It. was. horrible. I mean, like, this is the guy that when me and his son had a sleepover (we were really little, it was before we were going out), I felt sick and puked on in the middle of the night.
Thus, I'm looking for good romance lesbian movie suggestions. Anyone?

And on to the next thing...
I have this ex-girlfriend... And she's still my best friend, and I love her to death. But, even after a year, I still really, really miss her, and miss what we had. I guess she was my first serious relationship with a girl, and I get how I would just miss that in itself, but it's really, truly her. I've had relationships since then and so has she, but I can't help kind of having a secret hate of whoever she's dating. I really need to get over this, because the new school years starting and she's dating this man***** we're both friends with and I really don't want to start getting angry at him unexplainably.
So... How have any of you guys gotten over a relationship successfully?

Okay! Sorry for the rant, just something I had to get off my chest (especially the first. It might not seem like a lot but uuuughhhh).