"...people like us are special." I liked that! :3 I have to admit, I kind of felt the same as what I had described in my original post shortly after posting it, that I shouldn't be here, that I had just needed to vent and didn't need to post it publicly. But your replies really made me feel a whole lot better, so thanks, thanks for the understanding, the advice, the encouragement, the support for who I am :D