I'm quickly reaching my own breaking point but I don't want to post here. Don't want to hijack the thread so please don't ask here.

Signs:
emotions running too high, even for me
feeling physically ill with nothing coming to the top
quick mood swings
sleep disturbances
the thought "I don't want to be here" beginning to form (and NO not even anywhere close to suicidal, I just want to be somewhere else, very far away!)
everything seems to have exploded SOOOOO far beyond reality