You sound so stressed out...
Is there any way you can find a counselor to let off some steam and get help?
I"m so sorry this is happening. I hate this stage between childhood and being an adult, where your parents no longer want you around but just "tolerate" you.
It's a good recipe to make someone feel unloved.
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“In depression . . . faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the...feeling felt as truth...that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul.”-William Styron
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