((((WePow)))))

It might be a good idea to discuss with your T whether to tell your mum and how, what and when to tell. I sense that it would be important for you to repair that relationship at some point (as you were looking forward to seeing your mum), and T will be able to help with how best that could be done.

Well done on getting through this! It must have been very hard. I'm not surprised you are exhausted.