I pretty much self-diagnosed generalised anxiety disorder once I realised that not everyone feels nervous for nothing, most of the time. I haven't been to see a doctor or anything because going to the doctor for anything at all makes me feel kind of fraudulent, even though she's nice enough. Anyway I don't want meds or counselling or anything. Blah blah blah. But that's not why I'm posting.

I want to post here so I will remember it and see if I was right, but sometimes when I get nervous it's not for much reason other than that I feel like something really big and important is about to happen, I just can't figure out what. Like there's something in the air :P I have nothing to be nervous about right now, except the well-being of a friend I left behind in England. Usually when I get nervous for this, I am right to be nervous. I'm not sure how that happens, but usually I would phone him right about now and it would turn out to be exactly the right time. I can't phone him internationally though, as neither of us have the cash or facilities for that.

Actually, that's wrong really. It's only sometimes that it's the perfect moment for me to phone, and probability dictates that I'm definitely gonna be right at least some of the time.

I don't know. Every time I get a new email in my inbox I'm convinced it'll be that something dreadful has happened to them, but I think this might be a manifestation of general anxiety that I can't shove anywhere else.

I don't know. So I'm posting here to see if I am right, and because it might effect the outcome... haha, somehow!