Thanks for your reply Caroline. I was at my breaking point several weeks back and have already taken the necessary actions to prevent it. I'm getting more rest and have seen my doctors. I'm working now on getting my emotional strengh and my ability to trust back.

Just knowing everyone here witnessed my breaking point is one thing that makes it hard for me to be here. As most of you know, I used to talk a lot but not that much about what was going on with me. I'm trying to do more of that now too. It's hard for me.