((bridgie)), ((Notz)) and anyone else who's lonely. I have to hop on this lonely train as well. I feel totally alone except for my kids but I can't share my deep feelings/worries with them. I can't even share them with my oldest brother who I'm very close to - he has a heart condition and loves me dearly and I worry I would make him sick with worry about me. The only people who know what I live with are my friends here at PC - it's my only outlet...would probably lose my mind if I didn't have this. Sorry I didn't mean to hog the thread.