(((((((((((((((((((((sept))))))))))))))))))))))) i FELT the hurt and disappointment, as well as regret, in your post.

I don't blame you one bit for feeling so badly. Almost every area of your life is upset in some way. Hopefully, one thing at a time, you'll see some results and resolution.

First, I think is your "freedom". Do you have any close friends who have sons or friends who can get you mobile there in the new place? I would ask. It might light the fire that hubby needs lit. I know when I've asked hubby here to do things that he hasn't, but could easily do, I've talked about asking someone else or hiring it out. He usually gets ticked, but boy does he move on it.

Please explain to the CMH that you've been without for quite some time and that if they have a cancellation to call you. I know that they tell ppl here that and sometimes call them back the next week!

Also, I hope the family heals quickly.

You're in my thoughts and prayers.

kd