((((((Queen of Wands))))))) I agree with everything JD says here. And I also agree with your doctor who told you that you are brave for seeking help. I understand all about self-doubt and second-guessing ourselves, but you really are doing the right thing by getting help!! I know you want to feel better more quickly and it's super-frustrating when it feels like we're getting worse instead, but you are doing all the right things and it will pay off!! I really hope things start to improve soon. In the meantime, here are some hugs