i will read that thank you...i have not started meds yet,,waiting until after my psychological assessment,,i had adverse affects from antidepressants b4 and when i told the psychiatrist about that he said ok ,wait...i got some clonazepam today but have not taken any yet....thank you for the support i just hope things start getting better b4 they get too much worse...altho i guess i do feel a bit stronger in the last month than i have in a long time...hugs to you as well thank you...i will try to stop doubting