feary, I give you credit for going to psych ER, I know you were fearful of it. I can't understand why no one will take you seriously enough. I would consider another opinion. Is there anyone who could give you a recommendation or you could check online. Once you have a name, you could check websites that give you backgrounds and ratings on md's. I would imagine this would include psychiatrists also. They are healthgrades.com, vitals.com and ratemds.com. If you can't get help from the people who are there professionally to help you, it's time to move on to someone else.