the trust part is so hard, granite. I really understand that, believe me.

I have found that I remember a lot more than I thought I did. Even during my session today I remembered a whole new set of details that I had just completely blocked out. I was kind of blind-sided by that, because I thought we were past the really hardest part of the story, but there are layers and layers that I haven't even looked at yet.

I'm not in your head so I don't know if it will be as bad as you think it will be, but I do know that telling is not as bad as not telling.