Yes, by all means, feel free to "vent" with us. However, that said, I do agree that it would be good if you had a professional counselor to talk to. They know what to say to help a person work through his/her issues. You certainly sound like you have your hands full with all sorts of things, and I know that you are a very caring person, from what you've said. If you talk about these things with a counselor, then you'll not be as likely to blow up at work or home. Hang in there!