great, now to add to my overwhelmed terror of life and aging and dying, my house just got an offer on it so I will need to move everything out of this huge house

and find a new place to live

life is just too hard now for me being divorced with shared custody two small children anxiety panic depression past flashbacks self-loathing

i just can't do things not being able to see a future

I just see catastrophes even when I think of my kids

I feel so insecure and unsafe