I just wish I had someone who really truly loved me so much unconditionally and hugged me and comforted me and understood me and made me feel safe and made me feel everything is going to be ok

I was that girl who always dreamed of finding love, a romantic, fairy tale

what I got was an evil monster posing as a prince

I have the most incredible unbelieveably adorable and amazing kids anyone would dream of and that is why I am in so much torturous pain because I just want to be the perfect mother to them