Your right. I need to stand up for myself. Even if it is family. I treat them with a bunch of respect and they give me this. Not right. From now i will let them know how i feel and if they start *****ing at me then i will let them know that i dont want to hear about it. as for my grandma well i got bipolar, and if she doesnt like it tough. Its not like it will be the end of the world because i got it. She will haft to deal with it.

thank you guys for the support.

blacky