((((((((((((raini))))))))))))

I think your husband is blaming you to protect his own feelings of inadequacy, very normal under the circumstances because he can't work.

It isn't your fault and you know that, working yourself into the ground especially with an MS diagnosis is going to kill you so keep working on the ssdi you deserve to be on that and you deserve to be taken care of.

If you think your hubby doesn't like you, move into another room. I did that for several years before we seperated and divorced but he needed looking after and there was no one else to do it. That way you can have some personal space and not feel so disliked or so close to the dislike. Good luck and have strength you are not alone here,

Rhiannon