i understand lynnP about having a child but you cant have the deep conversations with them. i also have a brother but he has so many of his own problems that i dont want to put more on him. so when everyone i know is off doing things and going through life. i go through some of the motions but it doesnt help the lonliness. doesnt fill the space that is waiting to be filled
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How I long to be up rather than down, the eternal sorrow that I only escape for short periods. This must be how Persephone felt.
"Sleep. Those little slices of Death. How I loathe them." Edgar Allan Poe
Loving yourself must come first from there comes love for everything else.
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