Sending good vibes your way ((Naturefreak)). I have a mental trick that might help....maybe not IDK. At the moment you feel you need a nice person to relieve the loneliness. You feel inpatient and it's all you can think about. I think for now you need to put it out of your mind. When I'm overwhelmed with a problem that doesn't have an immediate solution, I pretend I'm putting it in a box, way up high in a closet. This symbolizes that for now, you're not going to worry or waste strength on it.

You can't solve this problem when you're sad or overwhelmed, so try putting it away for now. When you feel stronger, then you can open the 'problem box' again. Another tip I have is, to to join a photography club or a nature focused group - at least you would be around people who enjoy your interests and you may find someone too. Hang in there.