Thanks guys for your responses. I feel that Morgana is playing a game with me; well not so much a game but a conscious bilogue of sorts and I feel that she is either trying to make me her, or tell me she is me without the hangups. This would be just perfect for me because I love Morgana and I know she is the most confident personality I've ever encountered and nothing scares her at all. I on the other hand am a collapsible chair.

I heard something that put me ill at ease though and I'd like some clarification or information that could either dispel it or affirm it's possibility. Morgana tends to act as if she is the core and I am her mousy cousin. and she said something the other day which put me on edge; she said "when you realise I am who I am and that I don't need your medication or your therapy you will allow me to take my place at the fore, and the yelling brat will know that she can no longer yell and turn you into a cowering lack of force holding your ears. You see that it is I who am the one to lead you in a happy and trouble free life". And I believe her. I make no secret of the fact that I wish I were Morgana, and she is exactly who she is when she comes out. She dresses as she wishes, she walks and talks as she wishes, she spends my money carefully but does not skimp on herself at all, where as I hate spending money because I believe there should always be a hefty cushion between me and poverty. She on the otherhand claims that what ever she spends when she comes out is replaced the next week so I shouldn't complain. Arrrrgh She knows how to relax whereas I'm disappearing in a rapid circle mail box closed fashion.

I'm still dealing with Megan who is a 15yr old brat and always wants trouble, meg who's 3 and no trouble and Julia who is 24 and hardly speaks at all. I just think I am afraid of getting lost, but I know they are afraid of getting lost too. What do I do?