oh dear duckling I am sorry I didn't see this sooner (you must update me!!)
You are
NOT worthless or a pathetic loser or anything at all like that.
You are bright, funny, loving and caring person.
We all hit bumps in the road, but it doesn't make us worthless or anything of the sort.
I encourage you to pursue this and see what happens! (and of course keep me updated on it

)
Always here for you hun, and of course cheering you on! *quacks*
Lots and lots of love
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