tryingtobeme; I have struggled with this, but luckily I was found and taken to the Psychiatric hospital where I stayed for 6 weeks and received my BP diagnosis. I still can struggle with suicidal thoughts, but i haven't attempted since my hospitalization. I hope I never attempt again. It took me about a year after my attempt to get to the point that I was happy I was saved.

Please discuss your thoughts with your mental health professional. A med adjustment may be necessary, and/or therapy. If you feel unsafe please go to the hospital.

This is the illness lying to you.