College today is very competitive. I guess it can be fun, but not like the old days. You got some very good advice. But I know you're in college and will you be able even though you want to take that advice? I say do your best and go to your pdoc and get a low dose of klonipin for anxiety. There is so much pressure in college even in a small college you need a little help. I need it to work in this bldg of 5,000 Federal employees. If you weren't bipolar, I could see no meds, but this will help. Hugs, Owl.