Welcome to the forum. I was surprised when I first came here to find a place where people talked about SI, but it seems that you can find what you are looking for on the internet, even this. [smille]

I'm sorry that you are feeling bad again, and hope it gets better soon. You will find lots of friends here and can talk about pretty much anything and find someone who understands.

If you feel like you might hurt yourself, or feel like you need help dealing with things, I would urge you to talk to a professional. Please don't start again with SI. I did, because it worked for me once and got me out of a depression that I had been stuck in for too long, and I figured it wasn't really a big deal since I didn't do it often, and up until really recently I had no intention of stopping, but it just gets worse. I think I'm trying to quit now. Anyway; it's easier not to get started again than it is to stop, and it really doesn't help anything.

Take care of yourself! Hang around and let us get to know you if you want to.

<font color=green>"Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible" Carl Jung</font color=green>