I'm sorry you feel so bad. Can you email or call your T? I email mine after every session, and it always helps. I don't know why leaving the session is always so hard, and why 1 email seems to help, but it does.

Is there something particularly you need to clear up to make you feel better about the session or just that you have a hard time ending? Do you always feel this way? If so, maybe you could figure out a way to end differently.