So its only my second day of school and im already depressed and cutting myself. I cant take the stress my school is putting on me. They changed everything about my school. I just dont think i can do it this year. I have a major fear of speaking in front of people and whats the first thing they have you do? They make you draw pictures about yourself and then they want you to put it on the smartboard and present it. I just cant do it so now my grade going to start low. In gov. the teacher expects me to already know stuff about it but i dont and so he gave me homework that i cant do. Im just so sick of it all, I dont think i can do this anymore.