Awwwwww

Thank you so much for caring about me...

I haven't been able to get on a computer for days (and days). We went camping over the weekend, which was wonderful, but while we were there my very best friend got VERY VERY sick and ended up being admitted to the hospital. So, there was a lot of confusion and concern around that, and I've just been SO busy running back and forth driving my boys around to their activities, going to the hospital, taking care of my friend (who came home last night) etc.

I've missed PC, and I know I'll NEVER get caught up, so I'll probably just jump back in right where we are...once I am over being exhausted!

I see T tomorrow....October is usually the month when I fall apart in a big, huge way, and I've been planning all year for this October to be different. I'm doing something really big at the end of the month that I've been preparing for for a long time, and I might get a tattoo. I WANT it to be different. But at the same time, I can feel the deep, cold fear that October brings. I guess I'm struggling with it, and I feel kind of disappointed in myself.

SO. I think all of my busy-ness is a really convenient way to distract myself from all of that.

Anyhow, I'm back, and I missed you guys, and thank you for being here for me. PC is the best, truly truly truly