Good for you Jexa!

I know the feeling of having a message 'echo' in your head. Try to remember that the T will listen to it once, write down your name and phone number, and *delete* -- she probably won't even pay much attention to what particular words you used.

It sounds like you were a little panic-y.
Have you calmed down? Breathed? Tried to distract yourself?

I hope she calls soon so you can be done waiting.