I like my T - I think. Or should I say I really liked/loved her up until my last appointment. I don't feel comfortable with my T as of right now. I don't think it would matter much who my T was as of today other than....... if it were a male T that would be a huge no no for me (I have some big trust issues with men and being SA etc..). Right now I'm feeling threatened and vulnerable inside and I want to hide. I think I want to stay with T? I usually run in many relationships/friendships and keep everyone at an arms length (T has told me that was her impression of me and that is spot on - my husband has said this too). I don't want to run just yet T has helped me in the past and I have felt some comfort with her and I think she has guided me well. I'm just feeling this huge distance from her right now. I'm afraid she doesn't like me and if so how can I open up to someone if I feel that way? - I'm sure as usual this is all just in my head? I'm scared.

Thank you Feary for your posting.