and to everyone having a rough time.

This morning a bit... mild depression, but mostly anxiety. Kind of free floating and probably also connected with guilt over a huge lack of motivation regarding important must-do things. Ha! Wrote that and now just got back from running errands. Now we may add stressed(!) Boss called and gave schedule (as I'm at the bank, and grabbing an envelope out of the recycling to scribble all of it down..). So now, quite stressed, hoping I understood it right. Though the schedule is all graveyards (yeah yeah, BP no-no), it is my preference. It'll be ok. (Wouldn't mind a bit north of baseline frankly! )

The job runs from low to very high stress (often switching to the very high stress end with no warning. Fun, eh?) Just trying to take deep breaths, carry Xanax, hope and try really hard not to flip out (came precariously close the other day...) or lose this job in any other way...
(Then figure out something more suitable for when this winds down(!) )