Was really getting really angry, irritable and feeling helpless not having a working phone and internet access. I thought maybe I might have some kind of addiction. But I journaled about it and found that these things keep me sane. Won't go into it to much here but as I have written about before, where I live is a no mans land of illegal drug use, poverty, uneducated people in a building owned by people who live out of state and did not even visit their property. The manager ane her handyman husband get into the office about 9:00 or 10:00. They do not check their emails or return voicemails. They even screen their calls. When I call from the VA they pick up right a way. The case manager provides misinformation. I was told to toss my bed a month ago...they promised me a new one. I still do not have one. Last week I went to call my cats in. It was late at night and the drug buying was going on full force. I am moving to Vegas to be near family to make sure that the people I need to depend on are dependable.