((((((((lonely and scared)))))))

I know how hard that was for you to tell her. I have been reading your posts and I know that she has been a little difficult for you to handle and you were afraid of telling her this. So you did really well to let her know at all. And this is your business, your life and your relationship. She will needle you for a while and then she will stop. As maroda said stay true to yourself and congratulate yourself on finding the courage to tell her, it is a privilege for her to know not always a right