Hope all turns out well for you Atraxotoxin and that you come to full terms with who you are. you can look for a movie called Sappho, I read it is a good movie. I only read about it because when I was studying ancient Greece Sappho was the high priestess of the Island of Lesbos, she was a lover of women and her poetry is legendary and very enjoyable. But apparently there is a movie which uses the name Sappho which is a modern skin flick I think; I've never seen it but when I clicked on it there was a naked female body which popped up and a bio of the movie.