its all to much..i don't want to on like this, i really am not feeling well, i don't want to feel this way..i am trying to pick my self up i really am...i can't go on with all this fustration inside me....i have had it...this people took my life away, they took my dreams and my love...this is not the answer, there is no answer, wehy the hell i'm i still here...my spiret is broken my heart is broken i am broken.....its over and everything has gone....i'm not gonna last like this...i can't go on , i won't go on ..i have nothing left to figrht with