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Originally Posted by WePow
One of the strangest things is that now I have a strong sense of power - of freedom.
It is SO strange because I am almost lost in it. I have a sense that suddenly the doors are all wide open. I do not know which way to look though?
Even at my job - it feels like I am a stranger now - very suddenly...
Anyone else experience this stage as a part of their healing journey?
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WePow I feel that way when it comes to my physical transformation. I've been obese since a teen and 'chubby' since the age of eight. I have lost 50lbs since January and I have lots of energy and I can do things that I normally wouldn't/couldn't do because of physical constraints or just having no energy. I'm feeling good about it but it's uncharted waters for me so I'm figuring out who this new person is on the outside (I'm also trying to heal the inside and hoping the two parts become a complete 'package' and match each other in a positive way). I hope that makes sense?
For me it is scary, intriguing and exciting all rolled into one. Right now I'm just dipping my toes in the water.
