Sleeps, I hear the hurt in your post... I'm so sorry that you feel so overlooked.

Can I say one thing though? In effort to turn it around?

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I just dont seem to count for very long..or unless I am of use to someone else

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Sleeps... well, that's really true of everybody. If you think about the people that really stand out in your life (in a positive way): why do they? Because they go out of their way to be kind? Because they are accomplishing things? There is something that "remarkable" (for lack of better word) do to deserve so much remembrance.

So, to me, that's what I have to do... make a point in my life make a difference to the people around me so that I will not be just a little ant. Do you think that's such a bad way to operate? I don't see it as a negative at all... I just think that's what we have to do.