Dear Queen of Wands,,, I do understand all the things said by the other responders to your words of frustration~~ BUT,, i am busy "getting over it". To me this has meant having to learn to endure having "symptoms" while going on with my life; to learn that tiny steps, even if intermittant, will eventually take me a long way down the road to recovery; that, while "recovery" may not mean being "fully restored",, it does mean coming to terms with who i am NOW, where i am GOING, what i am DOING to get there, and enjoying the journey. You are one of the flowers on my journey, and i hope to see you wafting in the gentle breezes of success sooner than you can believe possible~! Gus