BNLsMom,
You are doing all the right things. You are living in the solution rather than the problem, even though it seems like the problem is winning, if you go back and read your messages as I just did, you will see what I saw. You are getting better. Bit by bit, day by day, moment by moment... you are surviving this!
The Andrea Gail was way too far east of the fishing grounds where the other boats were, isolated from their support. You are not. You are here on line. You are seeing your t. You are telling on your disease. You are reaching out for help and we hear hear you. We are all racing our little boats to you and mooring with your Andrea Gail. We are going to ride this storm of yours out together and if thats not enough to keep us all afloat, we will call in the Coast Guard, the Navy, the Merchant Marine, even envoke the angels of mercies to lift us all up to keep us safe, warm and dry.
You are not sinking and you are not going down alone. Keep posting. You remain in my prayers and I continue to be so damned proud of you. You are a fighter, girl.
Big Hugs,
ptk