I am a straight girl in her early twenties and am currently single. I just got out of a relationship (only about a six month relationship) about a month ago. I miss him like crazy but what I am missing more than the emotions is the sex. That is very normal I know. But the weird thing is that I have been feeling like I am going to go crazy unless I have sex soon. It feels like an addiction, that I am on edge and nervous and cranky and restless. I have to keep myself distracted when I am asleep and that barely keeps me from going crazy. At night for the past nearly two weeks I have been having very sexual dreams that makes me feel better and worse when I wake up. The weirdest thing is that when I am awake and really nervous one of the only things that actually makes me feel better is to put my hand on my throat. I am not chocking myself, I can still breath, but just holding onto it and controlling whether I take a deep breath or a struggled breath. My ex and I used to have sex like this on occasion--he was generally a pretty gentle guy but I told him that I got really excited when a guy put his hand or arm against my throat and, while still letting me breath, restricted it.

Sorry for the long explanation...my question is any of this normal? (the chocking fantasy, the feeling of going crazy without sex, and having to hold onto my throat)...