DEXTER Exactly BINGO.....I know I am liked and loved you put this very well....but yes I am never number 1 ...There isn't a person I met in person who would have much negative to say about me ..in fact I AM well liked even where I seldom go but never as a NUMBER 1 I can need food or a talk and if someone else does THEY ring in first..I once had my BEST friend tell me the ONLY time I ever asked for a loan she had a dinningroom set in lay a way and really wanted it..I had made it clear it was for electric and short term..(well man I hate to cut into the ole dinningroom fund)...but I got the ole I WISH I COULD HELP YET not long after she met a dude and had cash to give him till he dumped her...I have a million of them but ....even with guys I have been involved with TIME wise I came in after work and all......YOU GET IT
And yes I am aware of this depressed or not