I'll try again soon, not sure when, but I will.
And there isn't really, all my other friends have just gone to university again, so now there is no-one left.
Family is a big no-no.

And yes, I should probably change it, but for all intents and purposes, It doesn't let me get into nervous wrecks, panic, be anxious or feel much else. So in a way it is doing some positive things ?
It probably sounds like I pulled that from where the sun don't shine, but It makes sense to me..