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Originally Posted by ACQPL
I've posted a lot recently of different problems, ranging from financial, to depression, to family.
But suddenly it hit me just how hopeless I really feel.
I wake up like a zombie, getting through the day is like trying to battle through mud that goes up to your eyeballs.
The medication has taken away the last piece of attachment I really felt to this world.
Occasionally if I do feel something, but its either stress, or just nothing, a painful vast expanse of "space". Its the emotional pain which is so much worse than any physical pain I would ever have to endure.
Add to all this how I feel now. and I really am wondering what the hell I do next, if anything.
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I was where you are at the start of August, so hopeless and despair that I didn't think that there was anything I could do to make me feel better.
I did manage to make myself contact my pdoc and with his help, and I change in medication, I feel better now and I have hope for the future again.
I hope that you too can reach out and get the help you need, cause there is something that you can do next.
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It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction!
---"Address before the Wisconsin State Agricultural Society". Abraham Lincoln Online. Milwaukee, Wisconsin. September 30, 1859.
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